arghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why did i get myself into this mess. definitely not as easy as i thought. not as simple.

juz listen

its comforting

when u luah perasaan x puas hati

kat org yg side kat u

sangat best~

its nice to have someone who respect your decision, who have faith in u (despite of all the 'terrible' things u've done).

there is a thin line between being supportive & pushy 

betolla. kdg2 xyah kasi solution pn xpe. juz be there 4 me, without being judgemental. juz comfort me with 'healing' words. more importantly, juz LISTEN

i'm not saying its the right thing to do, its juz... comforting

 

again

u guyz must be bored sy slalu wat post sedey2 je kn. well, juz bear with me k.as much as i like to post a 'happy' one,  i'm not done being sad yet.

we can't expect sume org nk phm kite. what seems best for them, may not seems best utk kite. yes, we can only guess. bcoz we can never know apa yg truly terbaik utk kite, only HE knows. kata2 kak umol make sense "ade something missing dlm diri teha ni" & i still haven't figured out what that may be.

everytime kata nk berubah, mesti blk pd perangai lama. berubah pn skejap2 je. nk kata xda kesedaran. hey, i'm well aware of the consequences of my action. don't u think i know? & having being told repeatedly about the right things that u should do (which u already know) can be a little... u know...

sigh~

there's nothing wrong with you, its me.

as cliche as it sounds, u know its true.

follow ur heart, but take your brain with you (note 2 self)

benci

benci. diri.sendiri.