kte x slalu sihat

erk, ble bace blk post kt bwh ni, rase ntah pape lak. sori, 2 masa tgh down~

anyway, my recent condition plak = demam (waktu pg je, jgn pelik)+batuk+selsema. hui, dugaan btol.. baring & tdo je keje.. nsb baik ble ingat sakit ni kafarah dosa, jd lega sket. pastu kwn2 yg comel yg doakn kesihatan sy. sgt2 terharu! although nmpk simple, but a simple wish of take care, jaga diri & all dat stuff really got me. tacing2~ ha3.

ha, sy skt pelik sket, slalu ble bgn pg2 2 mmg pns & berat gle pale. paksa diri mkn sket, then mkn panadol. lame2 sket bru ok. ke, mindset "owh, aku da mkn ubat, mesti da baik. semlm aku mkn ubat, so mase bgn pg 2, kesan die da abes". pastu tghari & ptg mcm da ok(coz da mkn ubat =_=), tp sakit tekak & selsema x ilang. hu3. ntah r, but dat what truly happen. & da truth is, x ske sakit, xleh wat ape sgt. bace buku pening, mkn x selera, pastu asik g toilet coz selsema & sakit tekak. ble sakit la, bru teringat betapa nikamatnye sihat 2.

ok, i'm not complaining. juz 2 make things clear, coz sy x tnjk sgt sy sakit. org tgk pn, kdg2 mcm sy sihat walafiat je, tp dlm hati, tuhan je tau. (x abes2 ayat 2). & sy x nk r menyusahkn org, bcoz i think i've done dat 2 much already. (k, rase mcm english x bape nk btol. lntk r, tgh dmm kn. ha3) 2 la, sy x join rakan2 g hk, i dun wanna end up being a burden 2 u guyz.

bole x mase sakit ni, dok beria lyn band korea, smpai terikut menari sekali. hey2, kalo baring je, lg rase lemah, so kene excersice sket. lgpn rum8 xde, x r segan sgt. ha3. ni pengaruh jiha r ni, tp kalo x suke xkn trus lyn kn. =p warning: these videos r not encouraged utk org2 innocent. 18xx. he2

agak ganas, but i like~ ha3

u juz can't control. comel.

also tenkiu guyz! coz bwk sy g mkn & jln2! =D

S.O.S

help me.. pliz... somebody, anybody...

why am i like this..
somebody, anybody... pliz...reach out 2 me.

bcoz i;m not da type yg mudah utk "open up" 2 people. dunno why... i wish somebody can see right thru me even without me saying it. who would know dat my heart is not at peace even without me telling them. is there such people? who would comfort me with simple words yg sape2 pn blh ckp, but blh meninggalkn kesan di hatiku yg sedang sakit ni?

i feel... so lemas.. tenggelam dlm gelisah yg x tereda...

pliz2, i dunno di manakah my will 2 berusaha telah hilang.. pliz, pliz..  i need help... i'm drowning in my own thoughts dats keep 'judging' me on n on..

i dunno if anybody can understand dis. & da truth is, i dun care... juz as long as i can get it out..but it would b really nice if some1 did understand. some1who will not judge me, some1 who would juz listen & comfort me..

ya allah, i beg u, beriknlah daku ketenangan, jauhknla rasa resah gelisah, kosong & hampa.. amin..

when u love it

attention! 2 my favorite people(s), pliz update ur status/pics kt fb or blog. pliz, i've been dying 2 hear from u(s). dying? ok, maybe putting it 2 strongly. but still, i need 2 carry on with my stalking routine people, so have mercy pliz. =p but da problem is, org2 2 xtaw pn mereka adalah my fav people. ha3. 

anyway, i'm proud 2 say dat my obsession 2wards 'chair'(chuck & blair =gossip girl) r now behind me. for now. coz its still on air. nk dkt seminggu gak la dok movie marathon, x cukup lg 2. dok cari kt utube psl 'chair'. ahhh, i love them. especially chuck bass *drooling. yeah, muke pn nk same dgn edward cullen(twilight). *again drooling. twilight saga pn kes same gak. thp addicted dgn cast cite2 ni sgt2 la tinggi. high2.. vampire diaries pn. ish3*geleng2 pale

dis is ed westwick y'all. fav quoation "bcoz i'm chuck bass". lol. juz can't get enough of this bad boy.

robert pattison aka edward cullen in twilight. love the way he love bella. so deep & pure~ haaa *pengsan

i know, hot kn? they r so dreamy..ni pn tgh thn diri excited smbl jerit kt bantal. =p x hot? better have ur eyes check. ha3. both r actuallyg british, tp dlm cite masing2 ckp american which is lg hot! tp ble dengar dorgnye british accent pn cair gak bai.. sori, can't help myself. ok2, i'm gonna stop talking about them. fyi, minat shj nothing else, bknnye nk kawen dgn dorg pn. madu hanya utk wives bkn utk husband(s).ha3. kidding. lgpn ensem sgt, x sesuai.. sy sedar diri ok. 

sy lebey layan american story than korea or jepun. even harry potter pn mls nk tgk coz its not american, kakak yg gile dgn harry potter sebenanye. its not dat i puja US ke pe, i juz enjoy watching them. got it? good. lgpn ble tgk cite2 ni, blh tgktkn our vocab & pronounciation. u see, i'm not a big fan of books. suke m'dengar & melihat. pasai 2 r, suke dengaq lagu & layan movie. he3.

a song from gossip girl which i keep repeat, over & over again. its all chair's fault! i'm innocent. =p

kadang2 2 rase mcm xnk bgn je dari tdo. coz da reality isn't dat great. so, i've been distracting myself dgn mende2 kt atas ni. ish3. patutnye bykkn pengisian rohani. haihhh... bknnye pe, mls rase nk pk psl 'u-know-what' yg hanya akan memeningkn kepala & wat sy sedey, down sume2. what, u dun know what 'u-know-what is'? ok, psl studi.. chillex, its not like i'm losing my sponsor or anthing. tp u know gatai nk amek medik, so... phm2 sendiri mind u, bknnye regret amek medik, actually b'syukur coz b4 dis nk amek pharmacy. tp ble da blaja chemistry kt sini utk 1 sem, rase grateful sgt amek medik dr pharmacy coz sy lebey minat anatomy which ade kaitan dgn diri kite(siap blaja gune gune bdn sendiri, u know muscle kt tgn pe, bones, nerves arteies sume2) drpd kene hafal structure chem yg x t'kata byk 2, which ssh nk apply kt diri sendiri.so yeah, i'm still grateful even though its challenging. thank u Allah~ =)

anyway, lil' did i know dat my 'distraction' kini m'jd my 'obsession'. yeah. bgn tdo, x sbr nk smbg gossip girl marathon. ade ke patot? =_=  then i realised dat passion or love play BIG TIME role in keeping u consistent in what u do. so, nk ckp kt cni. u gotta love what ur doing man! in dis case, STUDY la, what else? penting ni, so dat u can go on & on, menatap buku tnpa rase t'paksa 2. come on dun lie, slalu rase t'pakse nk bace buku, coz ade exam, hrpn dr sponsor & parents sume2 kn? what mmg u guyz mmg suke studi? fine.*tabik spring* well, it occurs 2 me dat, kalo kte mmg ade passion nk blaja mesti x bosan kn, bahkn rase x sbr nk studi. wah2!! conclusion: i love medik!!! trying 2 progress from t'paksa to love relationship. ok love hate relationship pn a good start. (which is the stage i'm currently at) it takes time, u know. dlu sebenanye suke studi, coz everytime u revise akan lebey fhm & when u get it, a sense of satisfaction arise. rase best pe yg kte blaja coz kte FAHAM & ofkos lg ingat.

class going 2 start soon. goodbye tdo x ingat dunia, obsessing over 'chair', mndi & cuci muka ... kali seminggu & hello books! ok2, semangat baru & studi kene konsisten. ingat istiqamah! cey, sounds wara' gitu gune istiqamah.

ok, its 3 am & i gotta have my beauty sleep. hey, i didn't get da sleeping beauty award 4 nothing right? k, so out of line. =_=  night! i mean morning! huh? never mind..

harmless flirt

"i am not affected by harmless flirt".

HAHAHAHA

dat is my 1st response ble dgr ayat ni. ha3. it tickles my funny bone man! 4 me la.. masa zmn-muda-remaja-innocent-xtaw pape-sweet-lg-suci-dari-pemikiran-nakal. (not 2 say dat i'm nakal or anyhting, its juz dat i've learn a lot now). i wouldn't understand this statement as much as i do now.

ntah, tbe2 t'tarik nk wat entry about dis, coz da ade experience. ceyyyyy, mcm ape je kate ade experience. ha3. but true, as in penah kena & penah buat. need i remind u dat kte kena b'lapang dada, x baik sangka buruk kt org. sooooooooooooo, b'lapang dada at me cepat! ha3

at first ble kene harmless flirt ni, pk mcm2."eeeeee, die ni ade awek pn nk m'gatal", "die ni jenis x setia", "playboy" & all dat other stuff. ha3.senangnye nk judge org yekkk. anyway, as time goes by, we kind of like mengerti sendiri y some people do these, especially BOYS! ha3. but, who says girls r all innocent. girlss pn ade yg buat jgk. (i need 2 repeat SOME, bkn semua).

ok, what i've learn is dat, bknnye dorg 2 syok kt u ke ape, its juz dat, they like 2 have fun. they mean u no harm. bkn nk flirt2, wat u suke kt die, then tinggal t'gantung x b'tali. its juz 2 spicen things up. u know, xnk r asik lame conversation je. boringgggg... actually its juz what it means, HARMLESS flirt. tp 2 la, x sume org think alike. senang cite, jgn cpt perasann dan dan dan jgn sangka buruk. also b careful, ble da t'kena harmless flirt ni, ade kemungkinan besar akan b'jangkit. ha3.

ok, what am i babbling about. =_=

nk gak selit kt cni dat i have absolutely no mood 2 study. i know it sounds terok bla bla bla.. tulis entry ni pn coz t'stuck jap layan movie, coz tgk byk sgt. ha3. ok, u got me. bcoz addicted dgn movie, ley tgk on9 4 free. i know, i know, da belambak da org tgk movie on9. tp sy baru taw mcm mana nk tgk movie on9. so, blame me 4 being so jakun & addicted. lgpun, ramai gle kot member & seniors g melancong-shopping-jln2. bkn musim exam lg la people, musim utk enjoykn diri. ya allah, i sounds so terok again. dats it, i'm gonna stop writing. out.

numbers

ok, let's face it.. bkn tiap2 masa kte ley hepi, senyum je memnjg.. kdg2, ade gak time sedey, koyak sume2 kn.. so, when i get sad i read these, coz they make me smile. 

kt bwh ni r some of the comments my frens made about me ms fb dok sebok main no2 tu.. kalo xtaw sile buat2 taw, mls den nk explain pnjg lebar kt cni nk explain how dis thing works. yg ekslusifnye kt cni, sy, tukang yg dikomen, akan mengomen~ ha3. 

3444; orang nye comel-comel belaka. tambah lagi saiz dia yg buat dia lagiiii cute. kawan baik mase zaman muda remaja dulu hehe life was never dull when you were around. periang and friendly. selalu calling2 dulu cite macam2 hehe. plus, dia sorang yg sangat berdedikasi and bercita2 tinggi. and hasil nya, dia dah belajar jauhhh kt overseas sekarang. congrats buddy! hope to see you again and take care too )

wahhh, my long lost best friend time form 1... btol2 lame x kolling2, i've got loads 2 tell u. ;) 

5677: di luar nampak tenang.. walaupun obstacle dtg.. tp kat dlm.. spe la tau..ha3.. sorg yg ske share.. ilmu dunia akhirat.. i learnt new things from you.. bleh dikatakan matang..sgt membantu ble memerlukan pertolongan.. thx sbb bg ubat demam ari 2..tatkala kawan2 hilang entah kemana..ha3..seorang yg konsisten.. tp mgkn kdg2 fokus anda lari.. kalau lebih fokus.. u can be such a Great Person.. gudluck budushi vrach

ur welcome & thanx 4 being honest =)

891......hermmmm......cute weyh ko!!!....bukan flirting neyh....aku bukan jenis tuh.....hehehhehe...tp aku suke ah cara ko....bole layn pangai aku sperti membe2 ktt aku yg len.....1st impression.....eh btol ke dye neyh stahun lg tue dr aku???...hehehhe...jgn mara....

yeah~ awek eh awet muda~ ha3

65: i dont know much bout you. mula perasan kat kmb sebab kene kacau ngan yard time kite dalam bas pi kpmsi. pendiam. suka senyum sorg-sorg. pendiam. kelas acap. pendiam lagi. antara org2 yang senang dikacau. kalau kene kacau pun redha je. haha ade tanda kat hidung. good luck in your study. please jgn jadi pendiam. 

ha3. i'm not dat p'diam actually.

4434: seorg yg comel n ske dgr cara bercakap..lembut je..seorang yg pendiam ttp senang bekawan..kwn yg bek n amik berat tntang kwn2..penyayang,lembut je orgny..ad azam yg tinggi..bijak..ble teringat blik sonok je dlu2 mse kte skola sme..pg n blik skola sme2,klu bas lmbt ,lmbt la kte  ..g mall sme2 try bju tp xbli..hehe..luv u lah..

those were the times. waaa, buat kte rase rindu gle. luv u 2 lahhh!! 

511 . me and you. rasanya rapat bila dekat sini kan? dulu even satu block, tapi jarang pun cakap. kan? btw, you,re sweet and i love be friend with you, if ada apa2 problem, you can always tell me tau, hopefully we can be friends that can support each other till the end ok? muuah.mmuah.saranghae.

thanx!!! tu la, kt cni bru start ckp. dgn banyaknye. hee

33: omg!!!!comel nye budak ini...nak cubit,nak cubit.haha.
sayur maniac especially carrot(yg sy observe la),tapi gila choc spread rupenye..hee~
nmpk cm senyap je tp taw anda sgt pandai org nye.time dissection week,wah kagum nye tgk anda present part anda.hebat! 

thanx. =) but, how i wish the latter part was true~ 

‎4434: mule2 kte igt awk pndiam n x suke cmpur dgn org. tapi bile kte dah knl awk, awk sekepale rupenye dgn kte n best utk cerita2. hehe. suke tgk awk snyum n awk serius lmbut mcm pmpuan mlayu terakhir.

eyh, i like what cmpr dgn org.. takot org je x ske cmpr dgn kte.. ha3. ade plak gitu. 

‎1950: jgn muntah muntah!! hhahaha kamu cumel. cumel sgt..padanla ramai peminat. lemah lembut, ayu, pendiam..seyes wanita idaman! jeles napela aku taleh jd cam ko...haha gile berangan. thax 4 being my deskmate. best sbb ko x bnyak songeh..haha lebiuuu. nnti kte dtg chezch bw jenjalan taw! 

kte x upah awk ckp mcm ni kn? jujur kn? ha3 

12...
sme je thp selera gn haku,feveret: rybi kari kt himalayu...
anyway,slalu tlg haku ni,esp tiru homwok die...
xpe la,die pndai n rajin...n slalu senyum je wlaupn haku annoy die...
(himalayu esok,jom...!!)

senyum 2 kkn sedekah.. =) 

4443.kamu gurl paling hot kat scool~! n ada scandal~! kita rapt jap until kamu masuk Mrsm, pastu da x dgr cite, until adib cite kita penah gather same2, time tu x pasan awk, adib ckp awk duk sblah dia time tgk twilight yg 1st kat alamanda, n sy da jmpe awk~ haha

perghhh, mmg hiperbola r da 1st part 2.. 

6 - my bloved senior kmb..sgt comel n cute.byk tlg n nsihat.adore2..mcm pndiam tp bile bcrita nmpk len lak identiti.tp tuh yg best,sbb trase spesel dpt lynn laen dr yg laen!   salu wat rs mangat which mybe u nvr noe but cyesly I do.and2,tyme ur bday dlu siyes x lpe..jz kunun nk wish l8r tyme mkn same2..tp x mkn same n kwn2 da kantoikn lak..so nmpk mcm sy lupe..x lupe pn taw..sobs..pnjg nye..anyway,gud luck! 

i never knew, thanx!  

‎99. die ni baik... comel... bulat2... guling2... hehehe... kalo bosan, dielah yg dicari... pndai... bijak... bkal doktor tuh... fuh... selamatkanlah ak... XP 
dulu, die... pendiam... x penah interact pown... hahaha... skang sudah OK! hehehe... mcm bola cute yg berkaki... hohoho... nk g tmpat die! 

kurag asam!!!!!!!!!! ha3. sile2, bwk duit byk2. ;p 

100 : hurmm. lemah lembut yang sangaaatttt2....ya Allah xpernah jumpe orang cm dia nie. sungguh! hee. ape2 pun, all the best to you, good luck in ur future !  )

yeke... hmm~ thanx anyway~ =)

4443..."one of the best person that i've met"..really wish to see kamu someday again...gambatte2. n take care... ☺
=)

 ‎3444 : very nice person. bila teringat masa sekolah dlu... hehe macam kelakar pulak kan... sbb 1st day jumpa pon x kenal sape... tiba2 je diperkenalkan... oleh mereka2 itu, mula2 agak kekok sedikit tuk berkawan, tp lama2 ok... he3 agak byk juga kenangan walau 2 tahun shj sama2, skg wah alhamdulillah dah ke czech dah... tercapai jua impian yg 1 ari dlu pnah gtaw nk ke oversea... gud2, semoga bjaya dunia akhirat, nnti dh balek malaysia jgn lupe gtaw ek... take care 

thanx~

4333 : seorang yang hardworking & gemok nak mampos ! haha , gurau . seriously macam pinggu . tak senang nak dipengaruh . kwat membebel ! e2 jea laa kowd , tak leh nak pk . otak jam woo *alasan taik . nanty laa klw ade tepk lagy saye post okeng .
lol. hang mmg!!

4434
boleh di katakan ok la,,,selalu hapy..tapi die cam jenis suke makan2 maklum la,,hehe
kenal pon dari spupu,,tak tau nk cakap ape daa 
nice~ ha3


& thats all folks! actually sy lebey suke if more kritikn m'bina diberi. u know, utk self reflection. but, thanx anyway, really appreciate it. k, nk layan movie lak~