Monday, February 20, 2012

give and take

Darn it! Why am i so sensitive??? i'll work on it. Though i can't promise anything, i can promise you that i'll try my best. just give me some time, please. sorry and thanx

p/s : respect is something mutual. so, please. peace

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

bosan

why do i find lelaki kecek klate to be attractive? *ok,totally random. anyway, dok rumah mmg best. dok dengan FAMILI sangat best. dengan mak yg suke cakap sarcastic in a funny kinda way, dengan ayah yang makin berusia makin penyayang (lol), kakak yang garang but kalau baik,baik gile, younger sis yang berbakat main mimik muka & suara and 'baby' bro yang pandai tapi malas. heh. beside the fact that bebi (my 1st younger sis) tgh studi kt uitm (which explains why i miss her so much around the house) everything seems perfect, feels so homey...

ishhh, geram











lol


macam surau kat istanbul. seryes

need i say more? co-mel-ness

ha3. muka nak seryes


setiap masa ade je bende nak gelak, ade je adik yang perlu dileter untuk dikemas bilik dan dibuat homeworknya, ade je kerja rumah (as in literally kerja yang perlu dibuat di rumah not the kind kerja sekolah-yang-perlu-dibawak-balik-ke-rumah-but-u-obviously-already-know-that-and-i-dont-know-why-im-still-writing-all-of-this-down). tapi when they leave for school and work, i am left all alone... *sambil terbaring kesayuan. seryesly, terbaring kesayuan. ehem

mula-mula boleh tahan lagi. alaaaa, internet kan ada.... tapi lama-lama sape tak bosan baiii... u get the point right.

bolela tahan... aiman hakim tu, i mean cite vanila coklat ni

so, sekarang saya amat-tersangat BOSAN. nak cari kerja, 1st try ari tu kat kedai esprit (because its the only kedai yang takde uniform, ye saya tak suka kerja yang kena pakai uniform baju & tudung 'tuck in') punya la payah nak gather up courage untuk tanya orang tu, bila da pi tanya (kena paksa dengan adik) tengok2 amoi tu cakap die nak orang yang berpengalaman je. so, dengan muka cover malu berjalan la keluar dari kedai tersebut. pastu nampak je kedai 'branded' ade iklan kerja terus teringat incident kena 'reject', panas rasa muka. masa balik naik lrt lak, ade minah ni die punya duit tercicir, mesti duit tambang lrt coz dalam 2, 3 ringgit. tapi boleh tak, masa nak buat bende yang mulia dan sepatutnya iaitu tegur pompuan tu duit die jatuh, boleh plak malu.. haihhhh, kena sound dengan adek lagi. i dont know what's wrong with me. nak buat bende betol pon malu, tu yang post kat facebook "malu biar bertempat, sombong biar bertempat". reminder buat diri sendiri. -_-


it really works. ce try 

menarik kn. lol

so, still dalam proses mengusha kedai2 yang ade iklan kerja yang takde uniform. so, in the mean time saya pun menyambung my state of being bosan. bosan punya bosan, pergi edit profile sket2 kat facebook(dah kata bosan). rasa macam nak delete je 'friends' yang tak kenal, sebab yang keluar kat home mostly yang tak kenal, whattta?? bosan lagi... pergi update blog. pergi update status kat skype or ym. oh, sebab saya takde twitter. dulu tempted gak nak buat twitter, tapi masa study dulu kan kena study, so takot it'll distract me too much. facebook pun berjam, apatah lagi ade twitter, ye dak. so, status kat skype and ym la my tweets. i think its better that way, because its more private.i dont want EVERYONE to know pe yang saya meroyan, ye dak. but, this doesn't mean, saya tak suka twitter, ramai je yang ade kan, by all mean, do tweet all u want, after all posting status adalah hak milik setiap insan, maybe its just not for me, yet. ye, kena tambah 'yet'. sebab da banyak kali jadi. when you say for eg "i dont like sushi, its not for me", tengok2 sekarang, suka gila sushi. walaupun masa tu kita kata dengan konfidentnya kata tak suka sushi, tapi in the future, suka gila and bila teringat balik, i can't help but to smile. you really, will never know what will happen in the future, seryesly.

p/s: (nk jgk p/s untuk every ending ek, can't help it, really) please jangan cepat jump to conclusion, at least TRY to get the truth first. (one of my recent 'tweets')