sambar kan.i know, its because i celebrated my new year ALONE in istanbul. istanbul kotttt tapi kt airport je la weyh, that's why. baru je nak berangan gi jalan2 kat sana. sigh~
airport pon airport la....
you see, i've learnt a lot bile travel sorang2. experience tu, leave a deep impact in my fragile little heart... *buat muka sayu sambil tangan melentok kat dahi* ade yang sampai menangis kegembiraan & ade yang sampai menangis kesedihan (i learn malay A1 ok) xleh blah sekali masa kat airport istanbul la. perghhhh, menangis meleleh-leleh takleh tahan..... patutnya turkish airlines tu kasi hotel, coz connecting flight lagi 16jam (senior pun cakap die bagi hotel), sampai kat istanbul pon kol 12 malam. i plak gadis melayu terakhir lagi ayu, kecil, innocent serta KESEORANGAN di bumi asing (ehem). siapa yang tak cuak..
setelah bersusah payah beratur dengan mat salleh potong line lagi, die taknak gak bagi hotel (sebab keadaan masa tu kelam kabut kot). fine la kan, x bagi hotel leh tido surau, istanbul kot, merata orang pakai tudung. kalau kat czech, nak cari yang pakai tudung pun susah apatah lagi surau. so, dengan lemah gemalainya mengangkot bag berisi laptop menujulah saya ke surau. sekali nak masuk pintu besar tu kena tahan plak dengan mamat sekuriti. tak kasi jugak lepas walaupun da wat muka kesian lagi sweet, sebab TAKDE BOARDING PASS. yesss, u read right. sebab kaunter malaysia airline da tutup kol 12 mlm, bukak 6.45 pg besok. (oh ye, connecting flight tu dengan MAS rupanya, yeayyy!!! seronotnyewww. heh) agaknya sebab flight delay dari czech tu yang die tutup awal tu (sangka baik). oh, have i not mentioned yang kaunter turkish airline tu ade mob yang mengamok pasal their connecting ticket, like me, just that i tak mengamok la, tak main la mengamok2 ni, kalo ade geng lain cerita.
anyway, dari rasa cuak jadi menggelabah. da la tak solat lagi (jama' takhir), kat bilik air plak ade sign suruh amek wudhu' kat surau, x bagi amek kat sinki (kat ireland dulu penah kena marah dengan mak cik cleaner sebab basuh kaki kat sinki. hu3). haaaaaaa, tula sape suruh nak jama' takhir konon lagi khusyu' kat surau la ape la.. waaaaa, stress+sedih gileeeeeeee wa cakap lu.. yang paling sedih sebab sorang2. masa tu, berazam tak nak da travel jauh sorang2. takot gile kalau kena tipu, takot gile kalau tak dapat balik malaysia jumpe famili T_T. masa tu la, kite nak bergantung harap kat Allah kan, tapi kalo solat pun belom settle ape cite? hu3. seryes sedih gile... so in the end, beli botol, minum bagai nak gile coz nak abeskan, isi air kat sinki, amek wudhu dalam toilet. solat kat tepi corok. tido kat kerusi sambil peluk beg sambil nangis sok sek sok sek...
bagusnyeee die, teringin nak nanges for the right reason like him :')
eh, terpost dua kali. takpela comel like my future son. heh
but alhamdulillah, skang da sampai MALAYSIA!!!!!!! wuuuuhuuuuuuuuuu!! lama gila x balik, setahun 3 bulan bai... macamla lama sangat kan, but still, its the longest by far that i've been separated from my family. separated by distance but not by heart (ceyyyyyy)
yessss, incident tu walaupun simple for other people, but leave a deep impact to me. Allah nak ajar saya something tu. biarla saya dan Dia saja yang tahu. saspen tak saspen tak. heh. ok fine, x.. =_=
anyway, sekarang da ada kat malaysia. i miss the hot wheather, i miss the nyamuk yang everynight akan datang 'menyerang' (now, i can't live without my calazite lotion), i miss my mum's cooking yang guna minyak & santan yang banyak tapi takde ajinamoto yang tersangatla sedap, i miss my crazy sisters & annoying baby bro, i miss shopping in malaysia, futhermore, I MISS MY FAMILY!!
the camwhores. heh
not so 'baby' anymore, he's now the same height as me!!
bestnye kalo kat rumah ade macam ni. heh
ya allah, bersyukur sangat kau anugerahkanku these supporting people, not only in the form of my family but also friends. semua orang sangatlah supportive. although sometimes, i can't help but being sceptical because kena buang uni, but u guys still support me anyway. awwww, terharu sangaaaaaaaaaaaaat :')
semalam baru je abes jumpe en. ismail, ketua setiausaha bahagian kemasukan pelajar, kementerian pengajian tinggi. rasa sweet gile kak intan, waiting hours for this man, kejar die, cerita kat die about my problems & getting his contact number for me. seryes terharu,... :') seee fatihah, ade je yang nak tolong, sekarang awak je yang kena tolong diri sendiri. mak abah pun sanggup amek cuti just to accompany me. awwww... en. ismail made it very clear that rezeki ade di mana-mana. dia kata die slalu advice student untuk wat degree yang die mampu. i can tell, he had a lot of experience dealing with student like me. and so, i have decided! i will take a degree in dietetik. tak lari sangat dari medik, and i truly do minat dietetik. you see, i like to learn something yang saya boleh apply, medik of course you can apply it in more ways than one in your everydaylife (blaja pasal badan manusia kottt). the same goes for dietetik. i will learn about food and a little bit about human. he2. best plak rasa, nanti kite taw apa kandungan makanan yang kita makan, keje nanti pun akan deal with people, advising them about what not and needs to eat. hihi. insyaallah, mungkin ini yang terbaik for me.. :)
just wait, i'll make u guys smile like that again. just wait :')
