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sometimes rase mls nk cite2 kt org coz ia akan m'besarkn sesuatu perkara yg asalnye kecik. mls nk ckp. better senyap je. dont feel the need 2 explain myself. if we say wrong things (which slalunye x sengaja & spontan, like ur random thoughts at dat moment) tmbh lak at the wrong place & at the wrong time. da outcome might 'surprised' us. SOMETIMES, its better 2 juz remain silent & put on a happy face. =)

oh, hye blogku!! rase mcm lame menyepi, mmg teringin nk conteng2, tp xde mende sgt nk tulis. or lebey tepat xde mood nk menulis. tp skang mood da dtg blk, so lets begin.

x phm dgn intro? well, dats not my problem. heh ;p tulis ni pn sbb rase m'buak2 nk cite, but like i said earlier, mls nk cite kt org, so tulis kt cni je. heh. dun get me wrong, my frens r da sweetest & so r my family, tp mls. taw x mls? owh, perkataan ini sgt sinonim dgn diriku. i'm juz gonna talk bout some random stuff. mende yg asik 'menyerabotkn' pale otak, yg kalo x kuarkn rase x puas. heh

mmg teringin nk tulis ni, tp takot x apply. t'ingin nk ckp, tp takot x buat. t'ingin nk tnjk, tp takot sekejap2 je. takot t'kena blk kt btg idung. takot nanti jd org yg hipokrit. takot.. wait, mende pe yg dok takot ni? well, juz a saying b'bunyi, "org yg bosan xde matlamat". walopn i know it is sooooooo true, but slalu je rase bosan. & i was like, "damn, ak xde matlamat ke?" =_=

penah x rase lemas in ur own thoughts? rase mcm nk lari je, mls nk pk. penah x rase org pk bukan2 psl kte? & it makes u feel so suffocated dat u feel u wanted 2 scream, tp xde tpt yg sesuai. rase mcm nk larikn dri  tp xde tpt yg sesuai. juz wanna b alone, but u can't. 

we live in a community. b4 u say anything, pliz consider others. btolla, kata2 itu blh jd lebih tajam dr pisau. tp, kdg2 its all in ur head. yyep, ur juz being paranoid.

k, merapu lg.

u know what, next time i;m gonna write about happy stuff. really, i will. juz wait. i'm a happy person, i'd like 2 think so.