experiences

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one day,just got back from work, tengok bawah tudung saji, makanan baru masak, sup ayam & kobis goreng. "korang tak makan lagi ke?", tanya kat famili. "belom", one of them answered shortly. pastu terus fikir, "hmmm, mesti nak paksa suroh makan sama2, kol bape da ni nak dekat kol 11, da la semalam pun makan bege tengah malam pastu tido terus kekenyangan". ye, takot gemok, typical mindset of insecure young female adult. pastu, sebab fikir mesti diorang pun lapar waiting for me, gi la ke dapur cedok nasi, by the time nak amek lauk, ayam da abes. "eh, awak tak makan lagi ke?" kakak tanya. "ha'ah, belom". then, tersedar i could answer this better, "takla, tak lapar pon, takpela korang makanla" selepas kakak beria-ia ajak kongsi ayam die. memang tak lapar sangat pon.

it just hit me then. betapa cepatnya kite bersangka buruk (about kena 'paksa' makan togede-gede tengah malam), tengok-tengok ajak makan pon takde. i mean, for sure diorang ingat i dah makan, which is cool for me. memang tak kisah pun, because i rela starve dari makan tengah malam (tapi kadang2 bedal je kalo lapa sangat). so, what i'm trying to say is. ALLAH KNOWS BEST. thats it. saya sebagai manusia yang lemah kadang2 can't help but sangka buruk at first, but in the end it all works out, in ways i may not expect, but for sure terbaik untuk saya

p/s : sori for the very petty example untuk deliver the mesej in capslock above. lain orang lain kan

hmm, nak sharing lagi. masa gi london & ireland aritu, gagah je travel sorang2. tak sesat pon, yela kat airport  banyak gile kot sign, really hard to miss, memang tak penah dengar ar kan orang sesat kat airport. tapi aritu nak gi uitm shah alam boleh sesat. padahal adik da bagi direction sume2, siap buat note kat fon lagi. boleh lagi sesat. =_= whatta.. masa kat ireland, nak wat reunion kelas, tapi diorang ade kelas, i plak sibok jadi tourist, so plan la jumpe kat restoran terus, kawan pon btaw la direction through fon, which i obviously never been to. tup2, leh sampai paling awal. i take pride being the first you know. ehem. another incident, i was supposed to balik rumah classmate in ireland, which i already done so with them a few times, tapi boleh lagi sesat. =_=

funny how when i'm all independent, i can do fine on my own. tapi bile ade orang lain, i tend to depend on them, u know, malas nak amek tahu sebab 'mereka' ada and i managed to get myself lost.

ye, another sharing. masa nak gi genting aritu, punyala excited nak naik rollercoaster semua ride bagai. tapi bile da naik, sumpah rasa nak turun. ingatkan best gle, rupanya nak terkeluar jantung. all i can think about is getting off the ride that instant. true, it may be enjoyable for most people (duhhh) but maybe, its not for me

Trust is like a mirror..once its BROKEN you can never look at it the same again...

this one. hmm, i guess the quote speaks for itself.