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benti jap bace chem, ngantok = x dpt msk sgt. so,b'blogging jap. fb cm da bosan dok stalk org. ;p anyway, t'ingat lak peristiwa2 "berair". i've always thought dat saye x mdh nangis, x mdh terasa. but why lately sng sgt sebak, sng sgt nk kuar air mata. pdhal xde pape pn~ (yela pompuan, at those times)

hmm... i've always thought dat saye ni bkn jenis emo, cpt terasa bagai. but, it turns out i can be quite sensitive on certain things (bkn sume). skang, everyday is more like a self discovery. skali nangis 2, ssh sgt nk bent, lg2 kalo ade org perasan, mkn laju plak la air mata trun. kte dok iye2 nk sorok, die ley prasan, g tego lak 2. what da fish! do u know how long it takes 4 me 2 stop crying! ha3. xde r, phm je, maybe org concern. thanx.

anyway, back 2 da title di atas (pnjg lak mukadimah). jumaat ari 2 r, rs sgt ditolong. mcm ni, ade credit test chem. supposedly sy x dpt pn credit 2 (dpt 1/3 markah). mase 2 mmg tgh thn je nk leleh, dlm ati rs cm nk lari toilet da.. yela, sume org lps kott, sy je x! mind u, i do study k.. but maybe not hard & smart enough. siap doa & tawakal sgt2, nk pass. tp lecturer 2 cm tunggu sume blk, bru dtg kt sy. die soh sy solve 3 soaln 2 dpn die. MY GOD!! mmg t'haru nk matii r.. so, t'hegeh2 la sy wat dpn die, 2 pn die byk tolong. in the end, i got my credit!!! yabedabedoooo!!! pastu ms nk blk, bole plak nangis dlm bs. ish, memalukn btol. ade senior lak 2. tp xla nangis esak2, agak2 r.. nangis diam2, tp membe seblh still prasan, mana taknye sket2 soksek.. soksek.. (esak sket2). ntah r, rs x lyk sgt.coz ms wat dpn lecturer, byk kot die tolong. lg 2 group lak dpt lecturer yg strict. bkn 3 soaln, 6 soalan die bg. rs sgt, allah permudahkn utkku. rs dibantu sgt oleh allah..

then, baru2 ni.. lebey krg same, lwt anta prorocol bio. bknnye pe, isic kad rosak, xle nk print! tensi btol! so, g la wat muke x malu g jmpe lecturer(kali ni pompuan), kate nk anta lwt sket. coz kalo ade 3 black dot(black dot 2 slalu die wat utk bdk yg anta protocol lmbt & yg sewaktu dgnnye), kene amek credit test bio lak, accumulated 2 bai.. (da la EXAM chem nk dkt, EXAM bkn test). x psl2, kene studi bio yg byk2 tu, coz test kitorg wat every week(every subjek pn gitu) so, 1 bab je r. chem da la digembar-gemburkn senior sbg killer subject, mcm pure math kt ib nun. but anyway, to my pleasent surprise die bg & xde black dot lgsg!!yippe!!!  (k, fine, b4 dis penah gak anta prorocol lmbt. ;p) 

so, here i am, again, rs sgt2 dibantu olehNya, walopn kdg2 2 rs i dun even deserve it. ok, so lps ni jgn nk ngade2 procrastinate & study mls2. study kene smart+b'fokus(fb& blog jgn dibkk!) & jgn on da day nk anta bru cbok nk print la bagai. so lets all hope sy akan m'praktikknye ek~ daaa~

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