semlm ade mix of feeling. mule2 hepi yg amat, pastu kecewa, last2 sedey but still glad+bahagia. i noe, cacamerba right? ha3. (kalo prasan, saye slalu tulis ha3, well, dats bcoz i like 2 laugh, like a lot. dats juz me)
anyway, i'm not da type yg make da 1st move. dunno y.. walopn thp angau gle2, senyum sorg2, ssh nk fokus & tdo. (pecy x penah jd) hahahahuhuhu..x slh pn kalo pompuan mule dlu kn, amek cth ct khadijah. but, i'm not as brave as her, dis is juz me. i guess i'm juz 2 shy & not konfiden enough.
lyn2~ lagu melayu ni best gak ek~ (br taw ke?)
love da 1 who love u, not da 1 u love
i used 2 believe in dat phrase. yela, kalo kte je yg dok syok kt org 2, tp org 2 xde rase pape pn kt kte.. bahagiakah?? so, i thought if i be with da person who loves me, maybe he would make me happy.
tp lps bace blog org psl mende ni, kte yg sebenanya selfish. die dok b'ia2 love2(ok, nk sebut pn cm geli, dunno y) kte, tp we can't return 2 him da same feeling. hati ni xleh dipaksa2. walopn org 2 da cukup sume ciri2 yg kte nk, tp xtaw nape xleh nk wat hati ni ske kt die, like really2. & i don want 2 jump into a relationship atas dsr simpati or sbb nk ade some1 je. trust me, dat will not end well. walopn org kate cinta leh dipupuk, well dat's goes specially for married couple, cm org dlu2. x penah knl b4 kawen, tp still togede2 smpai b'cucu cicit. but looking at my age, i dun think i'm heading 2wards dat direction yet (tp jodoh di tgn tuhan kn. ha3). anyway, if i wanna b in a relationship, biala saye btol2 ske kt die & he feels da same way. now dat's mutual & x selfish. he2. ye, nk tunggu mgkn take time. tp xpe, i'll wait. even if nk kawen bru jmpe. maybe its da best 4 me, after all, allah knows da best right. ;)
lg 1, sy penah ckp sy ni cpt jeles kalo bab2 ni. really?? (sendr ckp, sendr x ngaku). ha3. maybe, but not 2 much, juz a lil bit & slalunye juz keep it 2 myself. xmo r cite2 kt org, x psl2 org nyampah lak. ish2(jgn sangka buruk). anyway, if my special some1 really loves me, mesti die x wat things yg make me sedey right, so watpe nk cite sal hal remeh temah cm jeles, juz keep it 2 urself. besides, jeles 2 kn tanda syg. ha3. sori, mood jiwang t'lebey lak lately, xtaw nape. ;p
nape post sal love2 ni. bese la jiwa remaja, tipu la kalo xde rs nk syg & disygi (tulis, tp geli plak). sbr ye jiwa muda, kalo ade, ade la. kalo xde, nk wat mcm mane.. juz leave it to Allah. lgpn skang ni kn tgh study, prioritize pliz..
No comments:
Post a Comment