ustazah2...

i like dis one. di saat tgh emo2 kt umah+konflik dlmn(menyampah-rase-ntah-pape-pd-dri-sendri). jap, don get me wrong, sy sgtla hepi dok umah coz b'same famili(i'm a famili gurl la), cume emo2 ni kt dlm diri je la. at least, ade gak something utk make me feel a lil bit better about myself.
it all started dlm kete mase benti kt petronas. mak mmg taw, sy nk cari keje coz nk ade duit. boring kot dok t'perap je kt umah all day long. nk gak shopping2, jln2 cari husband eh cari mkn..

i so don want 2 ask money from mak, coz taw its not something yg perlu pn.. then, mak cdgkn jd tenaga pengajar kt tpt ngaji ilin & aiman. it really took me by surprise.. mmg la dlu, i used to teach adek2 ngaji kt tmn melati(b4 g balik pulau), siap ade buku kedtgn, yela kalo dowg ponteng, sedikitla gajiku, so make sure dowg x ponteng! he2. ceh, mcm lyk sgt nk ajar2 org. cuma mase 2, ustzh kt apartmen kenari(rmh kitorg at dat time, skang da sewakn kt org)da pndh &; kebetulan sy baru khatam. pastu, grateful gak coz ade g skola agama ptg2, where i learn tajwid, sirah sume2. tp smpai drjh 5 je, drjh 6 xnk amek pekse, nk fokus kt upsr(kononnye).

so, mlm 2 g la tpt ngaji 2. 1st time g tpt ngaji yg mcm organize. i mean sewa lot kedai, (bkn kt rmh sndr) ade kad peninjauan harian(bkn mothly /yearly), bace muke surat mane, surah mane, lancar mane(siap ade rank  1-10) sume2.. my mum mmg kate johor, bab agama ok gak r. owh, baru ku tahu. tp jb mlm2, x ubah cm kl gak. hu3. anyway, g la utk interbiu.cuak 2 xyah ckp r. kt umah da siap2 gosok & pkai bju kurung, tudung sume2, tp xmo msk kete. takot woo, ntah pe bntk interbiu die nanti. hu3. rupe2nye, it wasn't dat bad. mmg ustzh zaharah nk cri org nk mengajar pn.yg pntg die kate b'minat & leh bg komitmen. but ofkos, die tanyela tajwid sume2, ngaji dpn die. tp yg bestnye, ustzh ckp, "awk blh mengajar smbl blaja'' =) pastu soh isi borg peribadi, sijil spm & mane2 sijil yg patot. sijil lak, i mean copy sijil.(b'minat sgt smpai nk bg sijil spm ori kt uszth. ha3. yo'o je..)

jd, b'mula suda kerjaku. mlm2ku diisi dgn aktiviti yg lebih m'dtgkn redha allah(insyaalah). ms 1st time dipanggil ustzh 2, mmg rase something. x pecaye+bangga+takot sume ade. but syukur everything went smoothly.

yg xle bla, pe'el dak2 ni. kebetoln dpt ank murid sume laki. coz dowg asing laki pompuan, but still in da same room yg bsr la. mak ai, nkl sungguh! xle dok diam, adek sendiri, si aiman 2, mmg x heran la, xle dok diam, pns bontot katenye(ok, dis part sy tmbh). b'lari sana sini. mule2, cm segan & takot nk marah dowg. tp mmg kena marah, kalo x, haram nk dok diam. nsb baik ade anak ustzh, si firdaus 2 yg monitor things. di tgnnye, t'siap sedia rotan. tp setkt pukol2 dinding & manja2 kt dak2 tu soh diam. form 1 da khatam, tgk pn baik bdknye, x byk ckp tp ley je gurau2 dgn dak2 lain, muke pn sweet. kalo la anakku mcm ni. eh, lari topik. anyway, dowg ni mmg ske b'ckp.ustzah2, dorg gado, ustzh2 nk g tnds,ustzh2 die xnk kwn dgn saye. ha3. lawak sey~

ps: sebenanye nk ltk gmba dgn anak2 muridku, tp x bwk kamera (henfon pn x bwk ni kamera), so xde lgsg gmbaku b'sama mereka(yg in my possesionla). comel sgt dowg, ustazah akn rindu korg~ he2