Nk bkk blog sendri pn xleh, msa crucial mcm ni r gunenye blog nk luahkn rasa ati yg tgh meluap2 ni. (t'lupe password, typical me, sume lupe) tp da bley, so bia jela..
Sori 2 say.. mmg skang plg benci dri sendri. Hey, I am myself worst critic. nobody critic me lg dasyat dr ak. Its been a long time , x marah2 cani.
Hu3. Y?3 did u become like dis? Taw je, sbb xle solat kot, so ssh sket nk kwl nafsu + emo t'lebey2, dgn setan yg sedia ada yg x abes2 nk rosakkn ak. But although da taw sume 2, still mcm ni. Pliz la, rsa mcm x larat asik kutuk diri sendri. I don’t really think that high of myself. Esp sejak msk kmb ni. sepatotnye jd makin baik,tp mkn terok.
Kalo ade kakak, maybe bley cite..
Btolla, kte akan g kt org yg phm je perasaan kte utk let it out. If kte da taw dye jenis akn oppose pe yg kte ckp, kte xkn g kt org 2. Ofcoz di time2 mcm ni, kte akan g pd org yg kte rasa akan mengerti perasaan kte. Nk g pd org baik, mesti dye akn nasihat je. Duuh!! rite now, I feel sick of nasihat (I dunno when did I become dis rebellious) Hu3.
I’m in a stage of my life, where I am really3 unstable..
Ni r zmn kejthn ak. fyi, ak hanya gune ak ble ak btol2 marah. (exception ble ckp dgn laki, mmg gune ak ko dgn dorg) Ak taw, kadang2 ade je org mcm kata ngada/geli gune kte awk. Well, dat's me, & I WONT CHANGE 4 ANYBODY!!! plg x suke if people always telling me what 2 do.. Duuhhh, taw r nk watpe. Elok2 nk wat, pastu g soh2 lg. mmg kancel trus nk wat.
Ak taw setan tgh cucuk ak gle2 skang. But, nk gak say something. Bcoz dis kind of things ssh nk cite kt org. bkn dye phm pn.. mesti r kte nk org side kt kte ble kte story2, tp kalo xtaw da real thing, da whole thing, korg leh ckp pe. ingat lg dlu, ssh gle nk open up kt org.
Sori 2 say.. mmg skang plg benci dri sendri. Hey, I am myself worst critic. nobody critic me lg dasyat dr ak. Its been a long time , x marah2 cani.
Hu3. Y?3 did u become like dis? Taw je, sbb xle solat kot, so ssh sket nk kwl nafsu + emo t'lebey2, dgn setan yg sedia ada yg x abes2 nk rosakkn ak. But although da taw sume 2, still mcm ni. Pliz la, rsa mcm x larat asik kutuk diri sendri. I don’t really think that high of myself. Esp sejak msk kmb ni. sepatotnye jd makin baik,tp mkn terok.
Nape xley jd aten yg dlu, solat khusyuk, awal waktu, xrasa berat pn nk wat solat hajat, wat perkara sunat. Rajin jaga umah. Da 1 who never disappoint her parents, siblings, fwens, org sekeliling & mostly dri sendri. Skang asik mengecewakn everybody , dri sendri da most. I have so much expectation towards myself. So much I want 2 do, good things. 1st time org komplen psl sikap kt umah, 1st time, kene pggl sbb result terok. 1st time I feel so damn mad to myself, like hell! Ah, lntk r, juz want 2 get it all out.
pliz la..rs da penat buat azam, slalu sekejap2 je.. pliz3. I don wan 2 be dis loser person….
pliz la..rs da penat buat azam, slalu sekejap2 je.. pliz3. I don wan 2 be dis loser person….
k da2, g hidai bju, gosok bju & mndi..
its normal laa tehaa oi . engat, hidop nie macam roda . bukan selalu kat ats . sekrang kat bawah and now kat atas kan ? byase ler . elyn nie aten , ramai gyle orang pandang rendah :( but its okay , ignore laa ape dorang nak bebel. dorang hanye tahu name kte , not our story :) so , chaiyok-chaiyok!
ReplyDeletebru prasan awk komen. kalo leh like,da lame da like. ayat alfah kn? ha3. anyway,thanx!
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